Taree's IC Journal

So, I'm sure my daughter is wondering why I wrote her that letter and why the picture. I know it took me a long time to come clean about it all. And honestly, I still haven't told her everything. So much of my life back then was filled with pain. First the breakup with Viktor...then Tyris disappearing and then giving up the twins for fostering to another hold. By the time my life settled down again and she came along, I didn't want anything to mess it up. I had the twins back, though they were nearly adults by then, and I was home.

Tyris visiting when he did was a surprise. Though more surprising was Rysta's appearance. At the time, i didn't want anything to mess it up. Tyris was back out to sea and more then likely wouldn't return. I figured why tell them something that would only make her want what could never be?

*sighs* And now I wonder if I waited too long. She's grown, got a life of her own at High Reaches that I'll never be a part of. And she seems happy. I guess she's happy. I think she understands more now why I don't visit though. And why I ask for her to come down here. Ah well. Life's like that at times I guess.

Okay, first entry. Going to have to play with this thing and figure out how to get my log in place. :) Bear with me. :)